This one's for you. Someday, when I am old, I'd be reading this blog again. And I am sure that I would smile after having read this entry. You are such a sweet kid. Without you having a clue, you just made my day.

What makes me happy? I didn't know. But now I do. Thanks to this kid, whom I have only met yesterday, and to Uzi, who reminded me that there are people who remember that I exist. And that for me alone, is bliss. Thank you.

PS: I promised I'd visit you in your home. I sure hope I fulfill it. Wag ka na iyak, di na kita iiwan.

April 18. It was a night like every other night. Nothing extraordinary happened. I just couldn't sleep. Too many things in my head. I'm having one of those moments again - I was thinking too much.

No matter what I do, no one will ever know what kind of person I am.... not unless they take THAT step and have the guts to get to know me even better. I have this tendency to be quiet. Not the shy-quiet type, but the i-don't-want-and-i'm-not-in-the-mood-to-talk quiet type. And if, for some reason, you were in that room during that moment while I was in that mood... you were probably bored by me and my faint smiles and nods. You knew I was still listening to what you were saying but you probably didn't get any reaction from me. Yeah, that's just a part of me.

The other part is the talkative, loud, hyper, corny, funny type. The one who's not afraid too say anything - no matter how obvious and dumb it may sound. The one who isn't intimidated by any reaction from the person who she's talking to. That's the other one. Completely the opposite.

I don't know if one is better than the other. But I do know this. Now that I know how complicated I can get, all the more reason I have to not be the one to judge quickly. Who knows, you might just be the person who would make my life fun-ner to live. Hihi. =D